mood:

I honestly don't know how much more of this I can take. I don't even have privacy from my mom at the computer. I put an away message up for like 5 minutes and I come back in and my mom's fat ass is parked in front of the computer reading all my messages that people sent me. I mean, she searches my room and everything. It's sick to say, but I have more privacy at school than I do at my own home. I just have a very hard time believing that this is how "normal" people live. I doubt if "normal" parents sit and read their kid's IM's when they're not around.

My parents even want to go so far as to transfer me to a different school. I swear to everything that if they do I will no longer consider them my parents. It's bad enough that I want to spend every waking minute of my life away from home. One of the reasons I went on the ski trip yesterday was to get out of here. It was the best 8 hours I had all week besides going to the mall for a few hours on valentines day.

It makes me sick for someone to completely go behind my back on everything and then tell me its for my own good and they're doing it because they love me.

And yes, mom. These are MY feelings. Nobody manipulated these.

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